How was Valentine's Day? Well, to me, V-day is nothing but a marketing marketing marketing scam. We really do not go out to dinner just cos its V-day (but we did!...all 4 of us). But the husband buys flowers for me and candies for the ladies in the house. Last year, he surprised mak with a box of See's candies. Must be mak's first time receiving candies on V-day. She was pleasantly surprised :)
This year's V-day, I was thinking of my son. Mat is 15 now...Secondary 3 in school. this is the peak of his testosterone development.
Our relationship is beginning to re-develope. After what happened 2 years ago, it seems that we are both trying to mend and reconnect again. It is not hard to do when the both parties have the same goal to reconnect.
We talk on the phone at least once a week. I wish it would be more but it is almost impossible with the time difference. We both know that we think of each other all the time. Our teleconversationsn also have become fun. Mat likes to boast that he is tall and handsome now and that he has 6 girlfriends, not upon his request...so he says. He can't break the girls' hearts, so he says. And I like to tease him sayng that he might be making up these stories to make him feel good about himself :)
I have not spoken to him since last weekend. I wonder how his V-day went. But I will surely find out tonight!
After what happened 2 years ago, I think we all need to move on, for the sake of ourselves. We all know that we will still be a family no matter what and the truth is, we will always love each other strongly no matter what. I do not deny that I miss my son ever so dearly. Sometimes so much that I feel that I would like to run and hug him, but......hes too far away and all I get is a heart ache. I know he feels the same.
Our plan is to visit Singapore in December, insyaAllah. Kakak Mas is lucky, we are sending her there to meet her brother in the summer and maybe again in December. At least if I can't make it there this summer, my daughter will be there.
Healing is a long process...and I am glad that we are slowly moving towards it.
Abang Mat, if you're reading this, we ALL think of you all the time. Sometimes, when we go shopping, paps says that he misses buying clothes for you. And I miss messing around with you at the mall :)
We all love you!
5 comments:
oi balik ah this summer! cuz i am booking a flight home too!
Jom jom!
Sad news though, they are renovating Tekka Market, so the Tosei place is closed indefinitely.
We go highlight our hair again nak? Properly this time! Let's not skip the serum treatment. Must pack a sandwich when we do our hair no?
summer is not that far away...at least kak mas will be the wakil of pengubat rindu.
6 girlfriends?? How I envy him! :D
It's great that you're reconnecting with your son but it must be tough with the time difference and distance. Stay strong, ya?
twin, remember, i have my sales job and i cant afford to go this summer cos i have to make the numbers. at least by end of the yr, i would know if i am safe to go. come back again in december twin...yes??? and then we can color our hair and bring lunch too! this time we go to another place lah!
MR, summer is in 3 mths. i wish it was ME going there :(
moby, i asked my son, 6 gf's nak buat aper? buat sakit kepala. i will stay strong, for the sake of my family...thank you!
El, wanna be my velentine ? ahaks.. Me and Farah oso don't believe in valentines.. Pack of craps.
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