I have a mission, to gain 2 lbs. Am I crazy? I think I am cos I lost 10 lbs in 8 weeks and I feel that I am looking too old for my looks. Yeah, eksen kan? Time gemuk nak kurus dah kurus nak gemuk balik.
Stress, thats the reason why I lost the weight. Well, its true that I am closer to my dream weight but not through stress! It makes me feel unhealthy. Imagine, I have lost about 25lbs so far since I first diet and I never had time to exercise. Ahemm, my body jiggles when I get in the hot tub okay! Not funny man!
So far since Monday, I have been eating whatever (ok ok, ALL) junk that mak had sent through bapak from Singapore. Popiah kecik, epok2 kecik, kerepek ubi, tapai, kueh baulu and more and more and more. You see, when I dont work, I eat...when I work, I hardly have time to eat! The adrenaline rush of the sales world keeps me going and sometimes I go without food for 8 hours straight.
Last weekend, we had a large pizza, lasagna, hot chocolate, pretzel, bubble tea, and all that crap that I could find just so that I would not lose more weight when I started working last Monday. I havent gained anything yet but I am sure its on the way.
My watch doesnt fit me anymore, my right hand rings turns round and round my finger, my wedding band is being held down by my engagement ring which was refitted. My jade bangle slides out of my wrist...kesian aku.
Again, time gemuk nak kurus dah kurus nak gemuk balik...manusia manusia!!!
Stress, thats the reason why I lost the weight. Well, its true that I am closer to my dream weight but not through stress! It makes me feel unhealthy. Imagine, I have lost about 25lbs so far since I first diet and I never had time to exercise. Ahemm, my body jiggles when I get in the hot tub okay! Not funny man!
So far since Monday, I have been eating whatever (ok ok, ALL) junk that mak had sent through bapak from Singapore. Popiah kecik, epok2 kecik, kerepek ubi, tapai, kueh baulu and more and more and more. You see, when I dont work, I eat...when I work, I hardly have time to eat! The adrenaline rush of the sales world keeps me going and sometimes I go without food for 8 hours straight.
Last weekend, we had a large pizza, lasagna, hot chocolate, pretzel, bubble tea, and all that crap that I could find just so that I would not lose more weight when I started working last Monday. I havent gained anything yet but I am sure its on the way.
My watch doesnt fit me anymore, my right hand rings turns round and round my finger, my wedding band is being held down by my engagement ring which was refitted. My jade bangle slides out of my wrist...kesian aku.
Again, time gemuk nak kurus dah kurus nak gemuk balik...manusia manusia!!!
3 comments:
Showlah the kurus nak balik semula pic. I am still in the nak kurus mode. ;)
ely, i know waht you mean when you lose so much and start to look old or shall i say haggard. I was there before too, but that was ancient history and no my main problem now is gaining without losing at all...arrrrgghhhh!
show off!
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