So I gave in, woke up feeling so emotional, just cos its Hari Raya. Its hard...when my son is there. I know I sound as if I am in denial, evasive but it hurts when I face it.
Before I went to work, I sat with Yaya in front of the computer, went to youtube.com and listened to Sanisah Huri's raya song. I was laughing and in tears at the same time. Laughing cos Yaya swayed back and forth as soon as she heard the song, she turned around and smiled at me in delight. Sad cos the picture of my son came into my head.
For 30 days I evaded this feeling, 30 days. But I had to give in right?
This doesnt mean that I will start listening to Raya songs again, I might.
Before I went to work, I sat with Yaya in front of the computer, went to youtube.com and listened to Sanisah Huri's raya song. I was laughing and in tears at the same time. Laughing cos Yaya swayed back and forth as soon as she heard the song, she turned around and smiled at me in delight. Sad cos the picture of my son came into my head.
For 30 days I evaded this feeling, 30 days. But I had to give in right?
This doesnt mean that I will start listening to Raya songs again, I might.
4 comments:
ELY...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO YOU AND FAMILY...jangan sedeh2 ya. Take care and lots of huggies from me ;)
slamat hari raya kak ely dear. maaf zahir batin and may u had a good eid.
mama, abah & family all kirim salam & ucap selamat.., to you and family
ely, hope you had a nice raya. thopugh mat is not around you still have yaya and kakak mas with you. insyaAllah, one day you will raya together again, amin!
hey ely, selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin! SO cute lah yaya..dancing to the raya song!! Hope you're feeling a lil better now. Insyaallah, one day you'll have you whole family with you for Raya. Hang in there and Hugs babe!
-mammal-
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