You see, it gives me pressure when people ask me. As if I am enjoying the last few days of pregnancy, pelvis bursting, back hurting, extra weight on the hips, who wouldn't want to get over and be done with pregnancy at this level? So the more calls asking similar questions, the more irriated I am. Wish there is a delivery 'camp' that I could just stay away from people and deliver when the baby's ready. Sigh...
Seems like this posting wil be a rant session for me eh? Maybe so. I do not have the burst of energy anymore...ran out of it. Now all I do is sleep, sleep and sleep. Can't help it. I get very tired after doing grocery shopping, after Dr's appointments, after watching tv, even after eating! I can't walk, sit or lay on the bed for too long as the left side of my leg numbs after a few minutes hence, sleeping can be pretty uncomfortable (I have to shift the weight from left to right every 3o minutes). It is also not a pretyt sight seeing my trying to put my pajama pants on cos I can hardly lift my legs up!
Oh and it is shopping fever now. After the Thanksgiving holiday, I have not stepped into any store just because the husband says that we're on a gross budget cut. Nothing for me at all. But then he came out buying records for himself. Ooopps, before you say anything husband yes, I know that the records are cheap but at least you have gotten something for yourself. Not that I mind but...am I being discriminated from shopping just because I am pregnant??? If I want to go to Dianda's he would say that I have eatened enough cakes and does not want the baby to get fat. Who cares if shes a fat baby, I am not diabetic and I am entitled to eat whatever I want!
So all I do now is stay home, clean, cook and watch Baby Stories on tv, which is all FREE....
It is like 39F now...about almost zero Celcius. No snow here in California unless there is a fluke snow like last year. So winter is approaching and the only warm clothing that I could fit into is this humungous sweat shirt and my shearling coat which I could hardly zip up. If I insist on going out, then maybe I could wrap myself in a thick comforter like the homeless.
Ok...am done ranting...I am going to find something else to do.
7 comments:
alahai.. kesiannya kak ely!!! takper.. hang in there. im sure VERY SOON little eileen suraya will come a-popping. i've been visiting ur blog daily to see if u've given birth. hehe. im here to cheer u on!
jia you! jia you! *ala cina bu*cough*kit* hehe. ;)
xfidah
menghitung hari lah ni ! good luck !
i know! it can get very "lemas" when people won't get out of your hair huh?
baby tu keluar la bila dia nak kluar kan?
and what is this about ely not getting her cake mr big daddy man?
Oh Ely...I so know the feeling of just wanting the baby to quickly come out! Hang in there, girl - it will be soon. Take care!
I, too, have been visiting your blog daily without fail - just cannot wait to see the little one.
fidah, i know, tgh sabar lah nih hehehe.
ninuk, i am tired of counting the days...sigh!
twin, oh yeah thats the word, lemas. the big daddy tgh tak sedap badan, maybe hes having labor before me hehehe.
bq, thank you bq, the baby seems to have her own agenda! u will see the pic very soon :)
Even wrapped in that comforter, you look good Ely.. so go out if you must.
I am waiting with you anxiously.. and praying for your baby and your safety.
thank you dearest CB. ur prayers will be greatly appreciated. insyaAllah, this delivery will be a smooth one, like the other 2.
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