Sometimes I thought that things could just be forgotten....easily
But it isn't so
Sometimes I thought that things could just jump back up to normal as if nothing happened
But it isn't so
The hurt, the pain, the sorrows the betrayal, the intrusion
All of the above are not even enough to describe how the heart feels.
Do I think that one day things will get better?
I really don't know
With so much feelings hurt and trust broken
It will be a long while...a long while.
This is the hurt of a mommy who feels violated
A mommy who use to trust everyone in the world...but is finding a hard time doing so now.
10 comments:
Kak ely,
Sabar, banyakkan bersabar. Only u know how it feels.
Meh sini, saya Hug, meh :D
Oh dear .... hope everything will get better soon.
hi ely,
been reading your blog now and then for a while now.
whatever it is that you are facing, best thing is to forgive. you may not be able to forget, but at least you have made your peace with yourself and Allah. Trust me it will feel like a heavy burden has been lifted. And you will feel better.
~ zylia ~
thank you guys. its just my thoughts for yesterday. things are not negative and miserable everyday. but sometimes, the bad tends to pop up on certain days.
i am a forgiver. so much so that i can forgive anyone who crosses my path the wrong way. the forgetting part is hard...as it still hurts.
noone will understand my feelings...except myself. but i thank you all for caring :)
i know for sure that you will come out of any trials and tribulations triumphant.u have a strong support system, and that you are strong to begin with.
one day you will feel a little better about everything,even if you can't heal completely.
Allah saja yang boleh tolong bukakan hatinya. Keep praying twin.I miss you.
Eh..tonight make one more babylah..kasi happy sikit itu hati luka lara.
hi ely, I've been reading your blog for quite sometime now.
Be strong and take care okay. Whenever it seems that you feel you cant handle it anymore, just look how cute your baby is, and how lucky you are to have her, and believe me, the problem will seem to vanish in thin air.
*BIG HUG* I hope things will get better
Hang in there, dearie. You'll ride this wave.
*big bear hug miles across the continent*
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